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Gone
00:40
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I said that I needed you,
but now you’re gone
I said that things would be different,
but you were wrong
Now I just live every day
like it’s my last
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Blossom
02:28
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I saw you through the window
never wondered why
I can’t feel your touch again
I watched our love blossom
trying to find my way back to you
You never seemed to care
Yet I still drink away the pain and drown myself in nicotine to feel you
Sink like I’ll never recover
Bed ridden
I miss your smother
I need you, but I’m so sick of this
Pain in me
This fighting never quits
I need you, but I’m so sick of this
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Rosy Cheeks
03:07
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You’re rotting from the inside out
as your lilac skin has died to drought
Like a flower grown from beneath the grave
The man I watched grow old has finally lost his hold
Efflorescence in slow time, you’ve lost your life
Efflorescence in slow time, you’ve lost your life
Like living pictures passing slowly through the wind
I miss you so much and it hurts so bad
The man I watched grow old has finally lost his hold
Efflorescence in slow time, you’ve lost your life
Efflorescence in slow time, you’ve lost your life
Like living pictures passing slowly through the wind
I miss you so much and it hurts so bad
Sit with me, tell me how things were back then
I miss you so much and it hurts so bad
I wish I could have shown you
How much I have changed
Now I know I won’t get
A new chance to shine
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4. |
Pining
03:17
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Lying face down in the dirt
So sick of the constant hurt
A fruit fell so far from the tree
Rotted unwanted
Always yelling so that I can feel you
Punish me for what I’ve done wrong
Scream at me until I’m numb
Scream at me until I’m numb
You broke me,
now there’s nothing left to say
The pain build inside
I’m worthless to you
But you’re everything I am
A painful reminder of who I am
A shameless shadow of self-disdain
A twisted and rotten decaying tree
I know, I know, I’m worthless
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5. |
Wilt
02:19
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Wake up
Another day stuck in bed
A vicious endless cycle of anxiety and dread
Wishful thinking is getting old
My body feels lifeless, I’m so cold
Wish me luck on my future journeys
I won’t live past 20 but let’s hope that I steady
Further thought eliminates my brain
I always feel feel like falling
But I’ll never meet the dirt
A painful set reminder of my worthless self endeavors
Pray for me because I’m losing myself
I know I won’t recover
Always catch me looking in a mirror
It feels like I’m locking eyes with a stranger
I’ll wake up another day
Wilting away
I’m wilting away.
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