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Inflorescence​/​/​Efflorescence

by HARTWELL

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1.
Gone 00:40
I said that I needed you, but now you’re gone I said that things would be different, but you were wrong Now I just live every day like it’s my last
2.
Blossom 02:28
I saw you through the window never wondered why I can’t feel your touch again I watched our love blossom trying to find my way back to you You never seemed to care Yet I still drink away the pain and drown myself in nicotine to feel you Sink like I’ll never recover Bed ridden I miss your smother I need you, but I’m so sick of this Pain in me This fighting never quits I need you, but I’m so sick of this
3.
Rosy Cheeks 03:07
You’re rotting from the inside out as your lilac skin has died to drought Like a flower grown from beneath the grave The man I watched grow old has finally lost his hold Efflorescence in slow time, you’ve lost your life Efflorescence in slow time, you’ve lost your life Like living pictures passing slowly through the wind I miss you so much and it hurts so bad The man I watched grow old has finally lost his hold Efflorescence in slow time, you’ve lost your life Efflorescence in slow time, you’ve lost your life Like living pictures passing slowly through the wind I miss you so much and it hurts so bad Sit with me, tell me how things were back then I miss you so much and it hurts so bad I wish I could have shown you How much I have changed Now I know I won’t get A new chance to shine
4.
Pining 03:17
Lying face down in the dirt So sick of the constant hurt A fruit fell so far from the tree Rotted unwanted Always yelling so that I can feel you Punish me for what I’ve done wrong Scream at me until I’m numb Scream at me until I’m numb You broke me, now there’s nothing left to say The pain build inside I’m worthless to you But you’re everything I am A painful reminder of who I am A shameless shadow of self-disdain A twisted and rotten decaying tree I know, I know, I’m worthless
5.
Wilt 02:19
Wake up Another day stuck in bed A vicious endless cycle of anxiety and dread Wishful thinking is getting old My body feels lifeless, I’m so cold Wish me luck on my future journeys I won’t live past 20 but let’s hope that I steady Further thought eliminates my brain I always feel feel like falling But I’ll never meet the dirt A painful set reminder of my worthless self endeavors Pray for me because I’m losing myself I know I won’t recover Always catch me looking in a mirror It feels like I’m locking eyes with a stranger I’ll wake up another day Wilting away I’m wilting away.

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released December 22, 2018

Lyrics and music by HARTWELL
Recorded and mixed/mastered by Scott McGinnis
Produced by Scott McGinnis, Joe Sheibl, and HARTWELL.

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